Just when you think the bull crap is over,
It smack you right back in the face
Smacked really hard when you’re least expecting it
Then the person flees without leaving a trace
You are stuck, lost and dumbfounded thinkin who betrayed you
It was a broad who you thought you was cool wit, but she turned around and played you
This is a lesson for all my homeys who been loyal to me
Don’t even trade on my behind my back, or I’ll never trust thee.
In my secret garden are secrets no one know.
Hidden behind tall flowers are emotions and feelings that do not show
Blossoming are weeds of events, not one planted with intention
Some tried to peek, others tried to sneak, but excelled in the wrong direction
Whats in this garden stays and never goes
The roots and soil deep and dark, no one will ever know
All are exempt because of lack of intellect, and trust
Those who attempt shall never be prosperous
So the day for moi, is draggin moi feet deeper and deeper in life. Why is it that people hate to see ya fail, and see you face sag lower than the face of a puppy dog? I mean, if like yer sad or mad, y wanna make me like u if u say u luv moi. I dont quite get the logic there.
Or maybe its that u say u luv me because u feel obligated. Well let me tell u a thing or 2, I’d rather know the truth up front so that I know whether to know u dont luv me instead of sitting around trying to figure out.
As my saying goes, You Can love me, or hate me either way ur still Thinking of moi.
But, don’t think I’m depressed or miserable, but I’m know where near it, I’m just trying figure out how I got a lot of haters, lots of homies, some friends n some phonys.
But its all good, because once i figure that out, and decide what to do wit em……….damn, i dont even know.
I’ll just be thinking………………………..
Yellow there people, The names Najmi. There’s not much to me, just a girl who is fun, outgoing, silly, stern, but full of Mystery. At age 16……*breathing in, breathing out* Sweet smell of sweet 16, Want to stay there forever, but then you got the people who get jealous and make ya miserable, and then you look as old as zem.
You see, Likes and Loves me friendz and familiez, but hates hugs n kisses.
Don’t ask why, just know, I’m simply being Najmi.
Don’t try to hard to get me to like you, cause I never will. Just be yaself, be upright, straightforward, then maybe, just maybe u’ll be up to my 0.5% tile…..just maybe.
I’m a.k.a Thu’baan, so dont play games, just keep low, and cool, and I won’t fang u. Don’t want to be part of moi venom side, now do you?
